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Monday, May 15, 2017

Ode to six years

Times move on and so do you
This year’s been another roller ride for two
Are you now the same as you were
No, you now have friends with fur
During this year, you’ve been there and back
You might not know it but you will get the knack
Dorset, Saltash and the Cheltenham two
They must go together and it’s all up to you
Jack jumped on the sofa, out of harms way
As Lily and Webster were accused of affray
Then gradually, gradually they entered your heart
And now you’re a family, never to part
Even out for food, they accompany you there
And if they aren’t allowed in, then you just go elsewhere
You went off for Dharshan and left the dogs here
Sitting in your AirBNB shedding a tear
Then off to the cottage for week upon week
Such a beautiful place in the peace that you seek
You spent Xmas at home and then considering a move
To the sea for a new job but you couldn’t find the groove
Anniversaries approached and grief started to rise
To allow it to pass helps you see it’s disguise
Along came another job and another interview
As in your current garden, the seed potatoes grew
Jack joined the circle, Lins caught in the ‘ACT’
The dogs had their birthdays, it’s time for a pact
To be a family together, to celebrate and be merry
On each new day that bring a fresh bite of life’s cherry

Monday, May 30, 2016

In Memory of Joe

In Memory Of Joe

He was a cat among all cats
A ginger tom who liked his pats
He was your mate, he was the best
Took care of you, he passed the test
And now you're laying him to rest

He was the cat who knew no greed
was always there in times of need
If you didn't know, then he would know
He cleared the way, was in the flow
And it was time for him to go

He loved his Mum and her wife too
He loved you and his love you knew
Your face lit up when he mewed at you
Over the years this love just grew
And he had nothing more to do

He's looking down from up above
Still sending both of you his love
He knows you know and there's no disguise
You can remember if you close your eyes
And now it's time for your goodbyes


Joseph came, he was, he loved
He's now at peace and still beloved
At the end you were his crutch
And he took comfort in your touch
And knowing that you loved him much

Bye bye Joseph

L&J Year 5

My dearest Lins and Jack, it’s that time of year again
Though there have been sunny skies, you’ve had your share of rain
Add another year to four and now that makes it five
I watch you pull together and still manage to arrive
Lins came to like the market and Jack, you went to France
All calm on the surface and also at first glance
Of course it is much harder, deep beneath the stuff
I see you both be real with it and give no time to bluff
There was a summer gathering, at which you both excelled
And a holiday in Keswick where your love of nature swelled
For Jack a tricky trip to Kent and healing evenings, heaven sent

Leaping like giants and carving in wood
Of course not forgetting pottery, for doing Jack good
That cottage in Trowbridge, we all shared for a while
Walking the waterside mile after mile !
There was a birthday on Dartmoor and how could we know
That that weekend they forecast a gurt load of snow
The angel day in Chepstow was a family affair
A pleasure to support you Jack by coming over there
Big shifts occurred and your voices were heard
On the final leap of all good leaps and a closing circle word

Most recently, the loss of Lily Christine, the biggest blow of all
Through it I have witnessed both of you stand oh so tall
To be with what it brings
Now wrapping you up in her gossamer wings
Lins you were her angel, now your Mum is yours instead
It never rains it pours you see, no matter what they said
Now Joe’s in the twilight of his life and these the hardest days
To stay centred in yourselves just as the bar gets raised

It’s so hard and as life goes
It stops and starts and then it flows
You do so well, both of you do
Even when you’re in a stew
You sit back and contemplate
Asking Metatron, come be with me mate
Side by side through thick and thin
it’s not all lose, you often win
So embrace yourselves for another year
The ride of your lives is always here
Remember what you both hold dear
And whisper love in the others ear
Hold out for that love, don’t pander to fear

There’s a silver lining in every cloud
And when the universe screams out loud
Put your ear to the ground and stand up proud
Cos you know where you belong
The way to the top is not outside but deep inside you all along

And in your heart you always know
There’s another standing in the flow
With you my friend and you my friend


x

Thursday, May 12, 2016

L&J Year 4

Four years on and my oh my
How fast the time does surely fly
Was it really that long ago
That you both promised to give it a go
Living together
For ever and ever
Is a very big ask however you look
To turn the page but keep the same book
There’s no kiss and tell
As you do so well
Keeping on, keeping on
This is the path for ‘being’ on
Is it hard or fast ?
No rules to break
To be done with chocolate
Or give up steak
On good days and bad
You wish that you had
Your own crystal balls
To see possible falls
More interesting to not know your fate ?
On Valentine’s Day there was
Heart shaped toast
And a mug celebrating the date
A cottage to be together in
An angel made of grout
An adventure to adventure in
Seven weeks later, you had to come out
You live each day as best you can
Together you’re walking hand in hand
Still strong after all this time
No matter how tough
Remember, you know stuff
And there’s always another new day
To say to each other
From one to another
I love you, I’m sorry
or may
I wish your heart will always shine
Together forever, I know you’ll be fine
Cos you love and love is a blessing
A blessing from Metatron
Haven’t you heard
He knows whatever  you’re saying
What EVER you’re saying, Yes, every word
He looks down from above
And holds you both in his love
Two people deserving every gift
In every day
That helps them lift
The story
And know that this is only a game
That no-one can win
No shame, no blame
Just love in your hearts
As light as a feather
For ever and ever
And ever

I still love you guys xx



L&J Year 3

I’m sitting to write this year’s poem
For two friends I know so well
It’s silent and yet, oh so clearly
I hear the sound of the mindfulness bell

It’s that time of year again
So gather around my friends
There’s some time to kill, so sit very still
And take a moment to look through my lens

Together you’ve been for sure
And there’ve been hardships you’ve had to endure
But when the skies are grey
You can look up and say
It’s alright, I’m with my baby
There’s no doubting, there’s no maybe

Here’s where the celebrations at
Now three years on, hip hip for that
Hooray for all you’ve done
Like two bullets from a gun
You’ve lived and loved and had some fun

Ok, so it’s been tough as well
And sometimes there’s an almighty swell
There are waves surrounding you
Your feet feel like they’re stuck with glue
And this just makes you blue

But it’s not always set in stone
And you are never on your own
What if you can’t make it through ?
Accept .. you always do
Cos you love each other through and through
I can see my dears from here it’s true

Sometimes things just seem to be flowing
And there’s a huge love toing and froing
Deep down you know that you’re still growing
In the direction you want to be going

Wound around your hearts so true
Are old stories that keep calling on you
If you listen too hard you will stop in your track
And they will keep on calling you back
But aren’t they just someone else’s view ?
You can still learn to let them go
And join again with your true heart flow

Here’s to the end of year three
Still together and  yet still free
So, how does it feel
You’ve made it this far
And that’s quite a big deal
It’s time again for you to take stock
How did you suck and how did you rock ?

These annual poems are not hard to write
As surrounding you both is aura of light
The light of love and heart and stuff
It’s so shiny and full and covered in fluff

I’d recognise those two friends of mine
Even if stood in a very long line
Cos shining out at the back
Are angels wings
Thank Metatron for that
And hands outstretched to say we do
Go into the next year thinking of you
As I go into the next year too
Sending love of course to you and you



Sunday, May 12, 2013

L & J - Two Years On

Another year passed, that makes two
The second year where, it has been you and you
Together you are and together you'll be
Together you struggle and together you're free

Many more things have happened this year

Much joy, much laughter mixed in with some fear
Though where would you be if all was plain sailing
And you didn't now and then hold on tight to the railing

To guide you along in this marriage

Over cobbles with horse and with carriage
To heaven and back, with that heavy sack ?
You could've just left in the garage

You soldier on and, both triumphant you are

With adventures afoot, some near and some far
From Cornwall to the pavements of Venice

Both outside and in, when your worlds they do spin

You hear that voice loud as it's clear
When you dance away, just to dance back here
Isn't it better when you hold yourselves dear
In each other arms, cheeks touching, so near
A deep rooted love wipes away every tear

It's not easy of course, but you both can endorse

The love that you know you have found
And if you keep on, keeping on
You feel it, a pulse, so profound

Though my dear friends, navigating the bends

Is less appealing than cruising the straight bits
When life's punch lays you down and you feel you must frown
Notice the sun in the sky from the dips

So you come to the end of this year where

If you stand up straight and you spare
A thought for each other
From lover to lover
Hand in hand, another year as a pair

Thursday, May 31, 2012

For L From Mrs Ducky

Please come, meet Mrs Ducky
I can tell you, she is lucky
she makes not quite right things good
though I think she should have worn a hood
she has come to help you see that in the dark times
you're still free
she's come to hold you when you doubt
from deep inside you'll hear her shout

Quack Quuuaaackkk Quaccck !
(loosely translated from ducky into I love you)
x

For L From The Easter Bunny

I am the Easter Bunny
and you may think it's funny
that I should choose to paint my egg
blue as the bluest sky
there is a reason, ask me why
a reminder when the clouds are grey
at some point they will go away
revealing what is always true
sky, like my egg, that's always blue
they will return, so don't dispair
above there is that sky of blue
and a day that's always fair

Thursday, May 10, 2012

One Year On For L&J

That day was one year ago, return with me if you will
Because I have some memories and I feel like they’re gonna spill

I want to take you L, back to the moment you came in
You stood so upright and tall, I think you floored them all
Your smile was so wide, as walked with such pride
Up the aisle to Pachelbel’s call

Come with me J, as we turned to the back
Watched you enter and light up the room
Your face said it all, you were having a ball
At your wedding, your petals in bloom

Made your way to the front and excuse me, so blunt
You kissed with the swapping of rings
There was a song that you chose, Rollin’ river (what prose!)
And then right on cue everyone sings

As those wands crossed the aisle and you wandered in style
Now married, a pair, how divine
There was food, so much food, it was all brought to share
And of course, the beer and the wine

Later that day, there was your dance
Mesmerise in loves sweet trance
You learned the tango, showing off your fandango
Both amazingly brave, I think

Goodnight to Mrs & Mrs, with all of our hugs and our kisses
As the night drew in and came to a close, your life together began
What a send off my friends, through a rose tinted lens
Who says a wedding needs a man

Seems like only last week, your vows did you speak
In front of so many of your friends
But a whole years gone by, blimey doesn’t time fly
How’s it been, well that just depends

On your outlook you see, it was never to be
Easy, despite what you thought
And big chances of growth for you and you both
As you’ve been called to let go of the ought

Love has been there in the palm of your hands
Since that day, last May
Another leg of your way
In the hall near Blackpool Sands

Some reasons to be happy you see
You found love, there’s no mistake
Hold on to what you feel inside
Though it may take a while to bake

Remember, take heart, every day is the start
Of beautiful, never you fear
Together you stand, so hold out your hand
To receive this brand new year